i'll take it slow because i have time.

no, seriously.
alright, i feel like being a little insightful.
and if you don't know what that means, in case you (ron, ryan) are reading..
here's the definition:


Main Entry: in·sight
Pronunciation: \ˈin-ˌsīt\
Function: noun
Date: 13th century
1 : the power or act of seeing into a situation : penetration
2 : the act or result of apprehending the inner nature of things or of seeing intuitively

alrighty then.
1.i haven't taken time to just sit back and think about things lately. it's all been moving by so fast. what i do know is that the new school year is going a LOT better than last year's. i'm glad. it's like, the total opposite. no drama, good grades, no suspensions, yes sir.
2.something i've also never thought about. guys. that like me. i honestly don't see what any guys see in me. i'm not saying that to be modest, it's out of honesty. i'm curious as to what it is. there are so many girls i know that are better than me. smarter, prettier, nicer, funnier. yet some people tend to like me instead? i'm more.. guyish than most girls.
3.the holocaust, the great depression, racism of the early 1900s. i think.. if those things didn't happen at the time they did they'd be happening now and we'd be waay behind. we're reading about the holocaust in english and i always think- what if that was against my race or religion? what would i do? it worries me. even though that did happen in mostly germany and poland.. but the racism against colors vs. whites- if that didn't happen, where would we be? where would we be if martin luther king jr. or rosa parks hadn't been born? who would have saved us?
okay you know what?
4.i'm trying to grow up too fast. we all are. i think i've talked about this before.
but it's true. we're all 14, 15. but we're all acting like we're 18 when we know we're not. people always say enjoy your youth, but i guess it's hard now because the "youth" can't do anything. i know i'm trying to. everyone i talk to is usually at least 16-19.. and i feel that it's a lot easier to talk to them than anyone my age, because of the maturity level. i'm not saying i'm so mature, but.. i don't know. i can't confide in anyone my age.



i'm done.
kbai!

OH.
PS.
i've been listening to a lot of DGD and PRP! lately.
it's weird.
:D