my dreams a horde of truth and lies i want to know what lies inside.

i had 3 different dreams this morning, or i guess you would call last night. two equally as horrid but one- not so much. i'll go with the first two. in my first dream i had woken up at 10PM. im not sure why, but i thought it would be morning but i was wrong. i got up and out of bed and went into the bathroom to wash my face and all that but then a voice rose from the silence. "you won't need to care what you look like now, no one will see you after anyways. i'm going to kill you." i tried to assume it was the television coming from the room next door. i moved and went to change. "why won't you listen to me? no one's going to see you." i started to get scared and i sat on my bed texting. "don't you dare say what you hear. it'll bring your fate closer." i was terrified. i went to my mother and my grandmother and told them what was going on. they didn't believe me. i went back to my room and went back under the covers terrified of the fate about to be thrown down onto me. i started to feel like i couldn't breathe. i tried to get up and open the door and run out but everything on my walls and in my closet had fallen down, leaving me trapped. i couldn't move. i let out a scream but it was too late. when my family came into my room i was gone. i was breathing fast when i woke up from that >_>" it was the middle of the night. i went back to sleep, but once again a nightmare came upon my mind. i was walking to a friends house in chino hills, unsure who it was though. it was starting to get dark. as i was walking i felt as if i were being followed. i turned. before i was done turning i felt arms around my body and my mouth. a man told me to keep quiet and listen to what he had to say. luckily, i was going to my friends house for a project.i had scissors with me and stabbed the man in the stomach and ran for my life. as i frantically knocked on the door of my house i heard him coming. i knocked harder and they finally let me in. i was shaking as i tried to tell my family what happened. but then, the nightmare turned into a dream. i was with nathan, ryan, rob and adam (god knows why) but we were at a beach? i was assuming it was for band because there were all the band people there. i was walking with these three boys until adam and ryan got distracted by something shiny on the floor [go figure] and so it was nathan and me , walking and as we were walking near a lake type thing after passing the beach some guy tried to push me into the lake thingy where i saw a crocodile type looking creature but it also looked like the loch ness monster?! O_O nathan saved me from falling in a lake, lawl :D

anyways, that was my terrifying morning.
onto reality.
this week has been long.
monday was okay i guess, but i don't really remember monday-wednesday. i just know it was filled with endless project work and work during class with a lot of substitute teachers. thursday i went to practice at nogales with nathan, adam and andrei. we were with the pit practice the scale stuff. friday we had rincon drumline practice and i was PISSED. so i lectured the drumline and they finally cleaned up their act. saturday i had drumline again at nogales from 10-1. we marched and tried to learn the music for disneyland. i had to bust my ass getting home and took a 3 minute shower because my hair smelled and we had to jet off to MISSION VIEJO for a baby shower. after that i went to downtown disney in the freezing ass cold then went home. and had the dreams that were listed above. today is sunday and im being lazy, still in my pajamas watching tv with my mom.



i'm tired.



kbai