3.26.08... i mean, 09.

it's march 26th, wooooo.
-___-;

exactly a year ago i wrote this;
"the weirdest things change.

sometimes for the better. :]

i’m glad.

a lot of things wouldn’t have happened if i wasn’t in drumline..

a lot of things wouldn’t have happened if i went to rincon.

or stayed at south hills.

though there are many complications as it is, there’s just this one thing that brightened up my daaaaaaaay [="


but then, it's a year from that date.
and it's all so different now. i've come to a point at which i look back on th 365 days that separate march 26th last year to this year.
last year i was so happy and blinded by love, carefree and whatnot.
this year, i am cautious, anxious, and focused.
it's a big change and step.
i can't believe how fast it's passed since it happened. since he happened.
a big gaping hole in my chest arose in the middle of the night.
flashback.
skype.
yep.
it went down pretty lamely, but i still have the notebook with the stuff on it.
*siiiiiiigh*
i miss it sometimes, but then i think- it was probably for the better.



today is march 26th, 2009.
and i feel quite crappy.