horrible week, bright future?

this week has hands down been one the worst weeks of this year. but now i'm trying to find the good side of the future. what's going to happen. where i'll be, who i'll be with, where we'll go etc. [: i don't think life wants me to be happy. it'll give me something great but then give me something at the equal intensity, but negatively. -_- hate that so much. it ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS happens and it's really upsetting. but whatever. i'm pretty happy where i'm at now. just waiting to see what comes by me in the future.