just do it

i'm so frustrated, i want to like. cry. e___e
but i think i can do this. i was trying SO hard to fix my mistakes today.. i just couldn't do it. i was frustrated with myself even when i was focused!
>__<
I NEED TO WORK. I CAN DO IT.
IIIII CAN DOOO IT!
right ? RIGHT!
john thinks i can, but i don't. well didn't.
i hope i can take out john espinoza for top. :/
he played 5th last year and i was top last year..but he had this year in HS to practice. if i could fix all my tech issues on bass tommorow and thursday i could do this.
hopefully.
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i miss michael.
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i hope ryan makes rowland but he doesn't sound confident.
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next year's going to be strange...
or interesting.
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i miss michael.
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wtf when am i meeting ron LOL
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i want to do my homework but i'm too frustrated and tired to do it.
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i hope he gets what he deserves. soon.
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i'm tired.
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baiii.