audition anxiety

being that my mother and family all went to rowland [at least most] and don't like nogales, my mother put in for an interdistrict transfer. so if i go to rowland it's obvious that i want to be in band still. ryan vun told me to go to rowland tommorow afternoon and try to get the guitar spot. anyone that knows me knows i've been playing for a long time, but still. i'm so anxious. after getting beat out for a spot i really wanted at nogales, i've lost confidence in myself musically. i dno. i'm scared.