actions speak louder than words.

man my sleep pattern is so bad. but i'm fine with it cause at least i'm staying up with someone worth talking to :]

o:
'Allow yourself the time to acknowledge that your life is settling down now, even if it doesn't appear that it will last. Nevertheless, be prepared to receive the goodwill that comes your way today. If someone wants to take care of you, don't fight it. Accepting love with an open heart is the right thing to do, even if it makes you feel a bit uncomfortable at first. Monday, June 29, 2009 '

my life is settling down now, haha. well by tommorow it will be. i like being able to take it slow with someone who isn't always wanting something from me. although my boyfriend thinks he never talks enough or bores me and tells me he feels bad about it..


i think he's fine the way he is. he's different than any guy i've met. although he disagrees with me, no matter what he says, my view of him will never change. no matter what. i love him just the way he is. honestly. actions speak louder than words, so :]


on another note, i wish i had never met chris bondoc. if i didn't i think my life would be much different. i wouldn't be as strong as i am now, having to put up with his bullshit in the past, but whatever. there's nothing i can do about it now. i'm happy where i am at the moment.


now. i'm a little too caring for my own good. even if we're not that close, i always want to help peoplee. i hate knowing people are upset about something but they won't let me do anything. especially if i know i could. you probably know who you are already, but if you don't. hi ronald.


&i miss my best friend. his stupid girlfriend and her influence on his mother has made us grow apart. we're drifting. i don't care if he reads this. he knows i don't like her. if you ever read this... yes. i don't like you. what are you going to do about it?

anyways, that's just what's on my mind today, monday, june 29th, 2009.