Insights and the Bright Side

i wish i was prettier, i wish i was skinnier.
i don't know how'd that change anything, but eh.
usually, i'd be the go for it full of confidence type, but am i really?
or am i just insecure and hiding it?
i always convince myself that i'm fine the way i am..
but there's always a doubt inside me. the thought. the feel.
that i'm not good enough.
all though, i'm sure people will say 'no, you're fine the way you are'
i don't know if i'll ever be 100% fine with myself.
unless someone REALLY convinces me otherwise. it's not a cry for attention. if that's what you're thinking.
it's just.. a thought.
i wish i had the confidence within myself.