nameless

even though this picture

is pretty embarassing,
i also think about karen.
i wonder how she lives without her mom, dying a couple years ago due to cancer.
i remember that my mom used to work with karen's mom, [or she did back in the day.]
karen was never the girliest, but i know she was always a bright person & she always knew how to make me smile, all though it's not that hard.
i often think what i'd be without the two most influential women, no handsdown PEOPLE in my life, my aunt and my mother.
the two people that keep me grounded, that know what to say.
that laugh with me at stupid things and stupid people LOL.
but i wonder.
what it'd be like if one day they were just gone?
i'd be lost ]:
anyways, there's some food for thought.
i dunno if anyone reading this really cares though haha.
hi michael, ronald.