as I was saying.

there is pain beyond the petty things. him. I'll say the story. He texted me telling me where he was. I went.I was in trouble with mother already so I might as well make use of the time. He said I was fat -_- but then michael hugged me and said he was uglierxD anyways. he walked me out.michael went the other way. we were alone walking in the dark for a little. these flshbacks played back in my head painstakingly as we walked.. when he hugged me, that feeling was there. my ill at ease heart. it was the same feeling I had last June. like I needed him. Not just any guy, but him. Why? this I wish I knew. it's been one of the worst weeks of my life and I would just like to go curl up in a ball and die now. a week summed up in three short letters.
F M L.










I should be over him.
I thoought I was.











I'm not.