is it a sign?

today was not as good as i thought it would be. i got in trouble for separating from my step siblings & stuff. so no phone, great. the only essential thing in my life. and nathhan seemed upsetat me the whole time, but now i can't explain anything to him. but there was a pain inside me much more than that. him. i walked to say goodbye, h...grounded. ugh. finish later.