"why do you still care anyways?"

the question that has been lugged at me one too many times in the past week.
i don't know, but i don't anymore.
"you hurt me once, shame on you. you hurt me twice, shame on me." which speaks so truthfully it hurts ._. but i'm moving on, and that was probably the closure i needed. i'm better than that. i feel like shit today though because i am sick. i felt so bad yesterday that i fell asleep on jaren and jimmy at 7:45 PM ! plus i missed the most important day of testing, the day it starts. i lack linking verbs in my blog today.. YAY! OMG shut up hahaha. So.. yeah. i hope i find someone so much better than him. i know i will, it can't be that hard kekeke.
theme song for today: Future Sweetheart by Randolph Permejo.
NAWMEAN?